Fears

OMG, I have more fears now than I've ever had in my life. I got Red Dead Redemption Undead Nightmare the other day for my PS3. Freakin' awesome and hard game. But there's a catch. I'm fine playing it, but after, I have the early feeling of an anxiety attack coming on. After dark, I don't feel comfortable leaving my room, let alone going outside for a cigarette or to take Ariel out. Tonight, I didn't even play it, but while talking to Benjamin online and standing on the deck in the backyard, I felt like I was gonna have an anxiety attack. Ugh. going through these changes sucks sometimes.